May be at the end
I think i've finally gotten to the end of trying for my dream. I have this cycle, and i haven't decided yet whether to try for 1 more, but.....
Everyone keeps talking about god's plan. It's just really unfortunate that his plan is to make sure that every dream i've ever had has been thoroughly smashed into black dust. I keep wondering if my not having a baby is in part because of damage from when i was little. Maybe it would have been too late even if i had started trying when i was 20.
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