Just a quick hello, now as single parent once again. Long story and not going there. reeling from all the **** that has gone down for the last 2 years. See my ex was not the father of my twins.......
Anyhow.......
Time will tell how soon I get down for my FET, I have another CAT scan scheduled for Tues.
I wrote a long fax to Cooper telling them how upset i am with how I have been treated I plan to fax that off tues or wed.

My sole donor in up here has called and wants to know whats going on, I doubt i will get my fee back.........
I am very stressed to say the least.

The good thing is the resp spec said he didn't think it was cancer cos I am too young, but damn why is this going on.......

Sorry to be such a downer, but holidays are always hard..........
My one twin son cannot egg hunt like other kids - finding gifts for a dev delayed child is always very hard, every holiday i still am looking in the baby section and he is almost 4.

am not on speaking terms with x and my parents just left and am wondering if life will ever be better. Ever since my twins birth injury its been one thing after another.........

anyhow tears are flowing now and i can't read the screen,

I hope my kids had a nice day and enjoyed their easter, despite what the stupid adults in this house have done..........

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Melissa mama to "Miracle Twins" Christian Chance & Lleyton Noble 10/2003 Zoe Honor 14yrs Dylan 16yrs

7 much loved and wanted Embabies FET set for ??
Praying for our LAST CYCLE USING MY EGGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Easter Melissa and to All.



It's sounds as if you've had a rough go of it lately. I'm sorry things are so messed up for you right now. I'm glad to hear they don't think it's cancer, but have they indicated what might be the problem?
I'm glad to hear your boys had a nice day.

We did baskets and breakfast in the morning, movies, naps and a quiet family Easter dinner with all the trimmings. Ham, green beans, stuffing, pasta, egg knot rolls, and peach pie a la mode for dessert. There was entirely too much candy 'round here today.

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Where did I come from?" the baby asked its mother. She answered, half-crying, half-laughing, and clasping the baby to her breast: "You were hidden in my heart as its desire, my darling. You were in the dolls of all my childhood games. In all my hopes and my loves, in my life, in the life of my mother, and in her mother before her, you have lived."
--Rabindranath Tagore

Happy Easter to you gals!

Melissa I am so sorry to hear about your rough patch and I am sure holidays are not always easy.

Jacqueline- Your peach pie sounds good right now. We had too much candy as well.

We did lots this morning with eggs and eating tell we could not eat anymore. We are not even eating dinner as we are still full from lunch. We had lamb, roasted potatoes, eggplant, fried articokes, sandwiches, salad, cannoli, and apple pie.

Hi Melissa.
Happy Easter.
I'm sorry things are so stressful right now. I hope they will get better and of course they will.
Holidays are not the greatest here as my family lives in Ontario and I in Manitoba so I didn't get to be with them.
I think you should let Cooper know how you feel if their treatment wasn't top notch. I'm sure the fee for that cycle was enormous.
I must have missed something as I did not know you were a "single" mom again. I'm not prying but my heart goes out to you.
Tina

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Melissa,

I'm glad to see you're back on the board, but sad to hear you're going through such a rough time. I'll keep you and your family in my prayers!

Sharon

Melissa, I'm sorry to hear you're having a rough time of it lately. I'll be praying for you that everything starts to turn around and you have nothing but blessings come your way. Stay strong.

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Lynne

Wife to Ron (24 years)
Mom to 12 beautiful children here on earth and 5 precious babies awaiting our reunion in heaven.
mc #1 ~ 2-1-94 @ 10 weeks
mc #2 ~ 5-13-94 @12 weeks
mc #3 ~ 5-13-99 @ 8 weeks
mc #4 ~ 3-24-01 @ 10 1/2 weeks (identical twins)
Justin 11-14-84
Jason 2-17-88
Elizabeth 11-17-91
Daniel 12-16-92
Josiah 8-5-95
Isaiah 5-7-97
Hannah 10-10-98
Sarah (twin) 9-23-00 (40 wks 1 day) 7 lbs. 3 ozs.
Elijah (twin) 9-23-00 7 lbs.5 ozs.
Jeremiah 3-18-02
Abigail 7-13-03
Isabella 2-5-06

Before you were conceived I wanted you, before you were born I loved you, and before you were 1 minute old I would have died for you.