Hi Jess. How are you doing? I just wanted to wish you a Happy Winter Solstice!

Missy

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I'm doing ok. (grumble grouch!) Is it NewYears yet? I don't know if i should expect anything this cycle or not. Last time seemed way too easy. But then, you got prg immediately on your next try, so.....

Who knows......... and he's not telling.

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Yep, it happened really fast, and I didn't think I'd have a chance this cycle. Actually, I didn't think I'd get another shot at it until late January or February -- you just never know! Must be something in the water -- I'll send some over to you.

I was pretty surprised. I didn't even have any symptoms -- sore breasts the afternoon of 11 dpo, and a little tired and thirsty -- that was it.

Don't give up hope! I really hope you get your sticky for the New Year! Wishing you lots of !

Missy

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The next few days are going to be annoying. I'm not 100% certain of my exact O date, but i think it's right. Anyway, i'm not sure how long i'll wait to test. I had some major cramping on Sat. and then some spotting on Sun., which all sounds good and the timing is about right, but could be nothing.

Sigh.

I hope everyone had a good xmas.

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Your chart's looking really good, Jess! Let us know when you're going to start testing. I hope this is the month for you!



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I'm at the end of another 2ww and no AF. Also no BFP. GRRRRR .

I guess i'll POAS again this evening if AF doesn't show up.

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Good Luck Jess!

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Goodness Jess! I hope it is a sticky !!!!!!

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Unfortunately, AF did finally show up. Sigh.

Guess what i'll be doing on Valentine's day?

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Aww, sorry she showed... Hoping Valentine's Day is super-memorable for you, with the happy results around... ummm (counting...) Thanksgiving?

Wishing you lots of babydust!

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Hi Jess. How are you doing this month? I'm visualizing your !

Come on sticky bean!!!



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I don't know how i'm doing. Maybe a bit pessimistic. I'm happy for you. But at the same time, anyone who makes it past the first trimester makes me sad. I've never made it that far for any of them.

All the wonderful ladies i meet on here, eventually each one gets their dream. I think it's wonderful and every one of you deserves to get your beautiful baby. ......And i'm still here waiting. After 3 1/2 years, i'm beginning to doubt that i'll ever get there. And then i have to hear over and over about some monster like ms. spears with her 2 tiny children and all the crap she chooses....

Did any of you see "The Truth About Cats and Dogs" ? In it the main character says her situation is nothing that an AK-47 and a rooftop wouldn't solve. I can relate.

Maybe i'll POAS in a few days, but....
sigh.

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Jess, I can totally relate. My journey has been 2 years with 2 m/c. And I'm getting older with every day that passes. I spend every cycle wondering if this will be the one, and cry tears of extreme sadness when the witch comes to visit.
You are not alone here and I can relate to your pain!
((HUGS)))

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Jess, I'm so sorry that you're having a rough time. I know there isn't anything I can say to make you feel better, but I will keep you (and the other women I've come to know -- like you, Michelle) in my prayers, and wish that your dream becomes your reality very very soon.

I know how sad I felt, watching my friends having their babies, and I've stood in the shower, sobbing, when my period came, yet again. So I do understand how you feel, to a point. But I know you've gone through so much. I only had one miscarriage, and it was horrible. You've been through much worse.

Just know that I wish the best for you. And never feel bad about your reaction. From my own experience, I know that you can be happy for someone else's news... but it still hurts, and it still leaves you wondering, "Why not me? When is it going to be my turn?"

I remember the scene from that movie. And I know what you mean about Brittney. My best friend has been going through many IVF treatments, and we just had that discussion. She, too, would give up just about anything to hold a healthy baby in her arms. I wish she, and each of you, could have that. It isn't fair that the people who want it the most, who would do the best job, who have been through so much and truly deserve it, have so much difficulty, while others... well, you know. It's just not fair.

My heart goes out to you, and I'm still very hopeful that you, too, will get your dream.

Missy

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Jess- I am so sorry. I cannot begin to imagine the pain that you have felt. I just want you to know that I am parying that you and all of my IF sisters get their hearts desire.

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I think this cycle is another failure. I haven't gotten AF yet, but i have spotting which is getting heavier, and i tested twice (one of them yesterday) and got BFN for both. I'm expecting the red flood to start later today or tomorrow. Maybe once it starts i can stop feeling like i'm drifting along in a drugged state, and exhausted like you wouldn't believe. Well, maybe you would believe it, but...... ugh!

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I'm sorry sweety. Has af arrived yet? if not did you test today?

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Hi Jess. Just checking in to see how you're doing. Are you still spotting?

Hope you're doing okay, hun.



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