Cinnamon?

deeceetoo · #1 (**permalink**) 03-13-2006, 04:42 PM

How are you sweetie? I've been thinking of you so much lately.

**Trimmer's Trio of Blue** · #2 (**permalink**) 03-15-2006, 01:26 AM

you must have esp! I'm ok very sad right now but ok. WE moved to Colorado and I took a week off to get settled before I had to fly back to CA and work. Boo hoo I miss my boys! All 3 of them! I am flying home on the 17th and back to CA on the 21st. I'll keep doing this till we have enough built back up to keep me home to find a job. Plus hte saddness does not end I had a huge blow out wit hmy brothers and I'm not going to be a part of their lives anymore.. It's all for hte best but it's sad that they envy me and can't help me celebrate what I have done in my life. Also the twins turned 3 on the 7th and it's apparent I have little boys not babies anymore. :cry I miss them so much tonight it's 1:30 am and I should be sleeping but I can't!

thanks for thinking of me I promise to be more involoved and update my chart! I need to order the cream which my step mom sells as well so it's a shot and I hope it works! Ken really wants twin girls! LOL

BTW I'll take that hug! Thanks!

**Trimmer's Trio of Blue** · #3 (**permalink**) 03-15-2006, 01:28 AM

BOY can I spell at 1:30 am!! LOL

deeceetoo · #4 (**permalink**) 03-16-2006, 05:47 AM

Oh, Sweetie!

I'm not someone who believes that things "happen for a reason". I DO believe that our timing could be off in a million ways and we just have to find the right combination (which really, really sucks but it's totally doable and manageable and ours to have).

It's ok to feel sad right now. But also believe that everything is about to fall back into place VERY soon. And you'll have all three of your boys in your arms again. This move is a good one. A new start and a new BFP.

Also, we're here for you. Don't be alone if you don't have to be. I know we're lazy about keeping up but we do care and we won't leave you high and Dry. OK?