My name is Jay...this is my story!!!
Hello everyone my name is Jay, and I am new on here and wanted to introduce myself, and tell you guys a little about me as well as make some new friends!!!! I am 20 yrs old and i'm ttc #1. Alot of people ask why would i want to have a baby this young...and they always tell me I have my whole life ahead of me, and that i should wait to have kids. But i don't feel that way at all. Although i am only 20, I consider myself to be very mature for my age. I have been w/ my fiance' since I was 14yrs old and in the 8th grade. From the day i met him i fell in love and knew he was going to be the one i was going to spend the rest of my life with, and I still feelo the same way about him till this day. When I was 17 i got pregnant (not planned). My family forced me to get an abortion. I was totally agaisnt it but they told me they would kick me out of the house and press charges against my boyfriend if I didn't follow through w/ the appt they set for me to have the procedure. It was the worst thing i've ever done, and I still am hurt by this everyday. After this, they forced me to be on the depo shot....once i turned 19 i stopped getting shots in august...i got preggo again in december, but miscarried. The doctors said it was too soon after beingon depo to get preggy. Since then, i've moved into my own house, graduated from college, and work full time as a pre-school teacher. I work in a private daycare that accepts chilren from 6 weeks - 12. And I frequently subsitutein the nursery and everytime i hold, or even look at one of the babies it breaks my heart. I want a little angel of my own soooooo bad. I really don't have must in common w/ most girls my age, so i really need some friends, and some support right now...
Presently....
I've been ttc for about 9 months...
I'm on my 3rd cy of clomid days 3-7.
and as of today i just began my 2ww!!!!!!!!
So wish me luck!!!!
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hopefully i'll be getting my bfp in a week or so!!!!!!!!
