Are you still around hon? how are you doing?

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I'm still around, but as we are not trying anymore, I haven't really posted anything. Things in my life have been hell, my Grandmother finally came home from the hosptial after having a stroke in Dec, and she is crazy and has disowned both me, my sister and my mother. So we are no longer talking to her or my grandfather, they had us all removed from their will and everything. Still no insurance, and I don't see it happening anytime soon. It seems like one thing is happening right after the other. All the stress I had made my immune system go to crap, and I ended up getting a yeast infection, which is no fun at all since I seem to get them all the damn time, but was doing good and hadn't had one in over a year. So I'm just now getting over that, but it still sucks. I've been busy though, getting ready for my sister in law to have her 3rd baby, which was hard for me to deal with at first, but I'm really very happy for her and my brother in law. She is a great mother and will be a great mother to her new child. Dustin and I have just come to realize that we aren't supposed to have kids, and thats something we need to deal with. I have 5 wonderful neices and nephews, soon to be 6, and they are my world and I'm just glad that they are a big part of mine and Dustin's lives. Thanks for wondering about me, I still check on all you girls often and hope that you all get your soon.

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hon I'm so sorry about the stress you've had, that really sucks.

I dont think you arent destined to have kids, I think you'll be looking back one day with a whole bunch of kids and thinking 'wow, that was a tough time, I wish I'd known how it'd work out'. I really do genuinly believe you will be parents, you deserve it

You're both in my thoughts.

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