im sitting hear on the coutch right now falling apart because i just got an email from my best friend from back hom in ca we grew up together since i was like 6. She just emailed me and told me that she is pregnant and will be getting maried soon. I am so completely hurt and angry i dont even know what to do im priy shure it was not planed beng she is getting ready to graduate from collage in a few weeks. i cant believe she is pregnant and she isant even married this is comming from the girl who was preaching that it wasent right to have sex before marrage and that she was going to wate. that part is kinda funny being i was one of the eople she was preaching this too when me and dh started dating back in high school. but im just so angry a her for getting to be pregnant when we have been trying so hard for so long when we planed things and worked so hard to build a good foundaion for our family. Dh is going to be up set with me for crying over this but i dont know what else to do.

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The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps! Eleanor Roosevelt, First Lady of the United States, 1945

It's natural for you to be hurt and angry. We can't help the way that we feel. It doesn't make you a bad person at all or anything along those lines. I know what you're going through in a roundabout way. 4 days after I had the D&C my mother gave birth to my two baby sisters and I haven't been able to talk to her since. It hurts me, and it still does, even though I know it shouldn't, or at least I don't want it to. It's just unfair when we see something happen to someone else that we wanted so badly. I'm sure you'll start to feel better about it and be happier for her as time goes on, but things like that can sting when we first find out. It's nothing to be ashamed of, it's just part of life.

i kinda feel bad one of the first things out of my mouth well email was I hope you get on your knees every day and thank God that you are able to get pregnant so easy. Im just so frustrated i never imigined it would be this hard for us to get pregnant and to think i woudnt have sex with DH while we were dating because i dident want to get pregnant before i was married. LOL looks like i could have had fun and not have worried about it it would have cause alot less issues between me and DH back then if i would have. ug this has been a long day.

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The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps! Eleanor Roosevelt, First Lady of the United States, 1945

I'm sorry you are so upset...I ran across your post cause I was scrolling thru the boards. if you wanna talk on aol my name is staceyfelton and yahoo is your_phantasy_chic69 Hope you feel better soon..it will be okay.

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Hi Julie, I was just wondering if the new day has made you feel better on the situation? As much as we try, changing the past we can't do so we have to try and live in the now (if only I could take my own advice right now). Have you tried telling her what it is that you're upset by? I keep thinking that if I could tell my mom how upset I am with her it will make me feel better, but I just don't ahve the nerve to tell her.