Well I didn't think that I'd started to go crazy in the 2ww each month yet (I'm only on the third!). Then I dreamed of peeing on a stick and getting a positive last night. It's kind of hard when you're trying not to get your hopes up too high then dream about a positive pee test. Oh, this morning's test was negative of course.

So what does everyone else suffer from during the 2ww?

I get a huge urge to POAS and everytime I get a negative I try to see a line, I am just wanting my BFP time goes so slowly on the 2WW

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hehe I do the same thing with hunting evaporation lines (they're easier to find if you take the test apart). I know how you feel with time dragging by...then a new cycle starts and I'm wondering if I did anything productive in the previous 2 weeks =(

I feel the same, I feel like I accomplish nothing sometimes, I have been at this for nearly six months, three seriously tracking and charting, and each month that passes with no BFP is just a waste in my mind, I try to be a bit more positive bit I am moody and getting a visit from AF at the time of me thinking this usually.

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*HUGS*
I've been feeling somewhat grouchy since my cervix decided to go all soft and open yesterday, assuming AF will be right on time this month =( My future in-laws are in town too this weekend, yee-haw.

I had a friend give me the "watched pot" analogy and wanted to strangle him. He kind of had a point though, there's such a huge variable of luck involved in conception.

I don't know if this will help you any, but I've started going through my yarn stash and making baby projects (have a lot of odds and ends, nothing for an adult-sized project though). So you know, by the time I have a little one, I should have a nice wardrobe for them and maybe a mountain of stuff to give to charity. At least by the end of this 2ww, I'll be able to say I finished a baby blanket instead of "I'm not pregnant yet".

How is your blanket going, anyways? The one I just finished has a basket weave pattern and is about 3 feet square.

I don't suffer much from the syndrom, but this month I got sore boobies and a lot of CM (something that does not happen to me while I'm on the 2ww. Actually it's only happened once - when I was pg last year).
Then every one tell me "OMG those are pregnancy symtoms!! You could be pg!" And I just say "Hey, cool your horses! The Fat Lady hasn't sung yet!" and she'll only sing when she knows the words to !
But yes the urge to buy a HPT is really getting to me this time. But I've got to wait! I've got to be strong! I made myself promise only test next week on the day of DH's b-day. (23rd)

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My baby blanket I was working on is finished, and I have started a new one that is brown and baby blue, might post a picture later.

So today I was supposed to get my period and the nasty witch hasn't showed, I am trying to wait until tomorrow to test but I might run to the bathroom and POAS now.

I hate when people use the "watched pot" analogy, I could choke them too. I get a ton of Bull Stuff from my SIL she was over at our place last night telling me about the hundreds of false positives she has gotten, I just rolled my eyes.

And also don't forget to spread the baby dust.

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"Hundreds of false positives", eh? That's right up there with "only CRAZY EXPENSIVE digital tests are reliable"

I'm also double-posting a mountain of dust here for you too!

That would be an awesome birthday present for your DH =)

So we got a nice visit from Aunt Flo last night, needless to say I am in a mood.

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