losing hope and feeling discouraged

janiemw · #1 (**permalink**) 09-17-2006, 04:00 PM

I am not sure y I feel this way today I am just feeling down I feel like

is on her evil way. I am tired, irratable, and craving chocolate. All

signs for me. I wished I temped so I could at least I could see if there was a drop I feel so emotional today I wish she would come on if shes going to so I can just get on with cycle 5.

Does anyone else ever feel this way? I want that bfp so bad but i am feeling real pms like symptoms, and its just depressing me

icanonlyimagine · #2 (**permalink**) 09-17-2006, 08:50 PM

oh yeah I feel that way a lot... however I have it a little different, since we arent activly ttc right now I get depressed a lot every time I see Gracie do sotmhing so completly wonderful I know its goign to be over soon and I want another one so bad I want to be able to really ttc NOW

I really hope that it gets easier for you and you get to see that bfp. you deserve it

mom2aednrow · #3 (**permalink**) 09-17-2006, 08:53 PM

you bet i've felt this way. at that point when you realize the cy is a bust, the wait for af is so discouraging. it's the only time i'm actually happy to see the (insert derogatory term here).

you know, there's no rule that says you *have* to wait until af shows to start temping. it's a good way to get in the habit to start early anyway. plus, you sorta feel like you're doing something.

here's what i say ... take naps. be bitchy. eat chocolate. if she's coming, she's coming. you can't stop her at this point. you might as well milk the pms if that's what it actually is. of course, a lot of gals say they felt pms-y and then got a

, so who knows? maybe?

hugs to you. hang in there. wishing you luck!!

Lorie3072 · #4 (**permalink**) 09-18-2006, 10:32 AM

Just lurking around and saw your post.
OH, DO I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!

I went back on the pill after my daughter was born and I am starting to wonder why! This last month I felt so PG only to get a BFN and then AF. My DD's B-day is this weekend and I wish I had a dime for everyone that said "time to have another one". I don't want to vent on them and say "we've been trying for several months and nothing so thanks for reminding me". I know I should be greatful for the one I have and I am but I want one more.
Thanks for letting me vent. LOL