I feel the exact same way! I really want a baby, but the thought of going through months and months of trying again is really putting a damper on TTC. Last time, it was really hard on the marriage and it was individually stressful. I was hoping that this time it would magically just happen, but it's not.
So we're in the same boat.
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5 years old on November 11th !
Wife to John: July 7, 2001
Mom to furry babies Cinder and Sterling