Losing Hope

#1 (**permalink**) 09-14-2005, 04:48 PM

Hi all. I'm Wandy and I'm ttc. I miscarried in april with my first child 10+ weeks. I've been on clomid on and off for 1 year. I'm really starting to lose hope. I'm seeing so many young girls who aren't ready to have children or women who have children, yet have their parents raising them and who would go out and party. I'm sorry for sounding so negative and all, but it's really frustrating it's hard. I'm receiving things in the mail getting ready to welcome baby who would have been here in early November. I want to scream "Stop sending me this stuff!" I tried to take my self off the sending lists but with some companies its impossible. Anyway, if anyone has a prayer or a poems of some words of inspiration please help.

Riley · #2 (**permalink**) 09-14-2005, 04:57 PM

Hi Wandy,

I am so sorry to hear about your loss. My sister m/c last October at 6 weeks and she was getting stuff in the mail for months, and still is. I know that must be very hard and I am so sorry.

The only thing that keeps me sane is thinking that my son/daughter is up in heaven right now just waiting for the perfect time to start his/her life. We each have a journey and a purpose in life - some harder than others. Just believe that your future child too has a purpose and a destiny, and when the time is right they will make their appearance.

Don't lose hope or faith. Having a child is such a miracle, I hope we all get to experience it!

to all of us!

#3 (**permalink**) 09-14-2005, 05:15 PM

Thanks Riley. It's just so hard. I thought i was over it but as the days get closer and closer it's sooooo hard for me. What am I going to do on my due date? I think I'm going insane

ibbob · #4 (**permalink**) 09-14-2005, 06:56 PM

i hope everything works out for you..

sweetpea1215 · #5 (**permalink**) 09-15-2005, 04:50 AM

Wandy,
I'm so sorry for your loss. I will

that God gives you the strength you need to overcome this great loss.

Riley · #6 (**permalink**) 09-15-2005, 05:53 AM

Wandy,
Share with us where you are right now in your journey of ttc. Are you on clomid? What cycle day is it for you? What we can try to do for you is to try to support you and share information.
I can't imagine how hard that day will be for you but just know that you will not have to go through it alone.

sunnyracer3 · #7 (**permalink**) 09-15-2005, 11:38 AM

Im very sorry for your loss... Ive been ttc for almost a year now and I have had these hopeless thoughts too... Fortunate and unfortaunate at the same time that we all have a certain path we are supposed to follow... I know what you mean about seeing so many young people pregnant or people who shouldnt have kids! Its not right... I know one girl right now who shouldnt be pregnant as she was maybe still is, cheating on her hubby for a year and a half before they were married and she got prego before she got married in June! How fair is that!!!

Good luck to you... you're not alone in the way you feel!