I am in my 2ww and I am going crazy too!

I have already poas 3 times and all were

! I decided I won't test again until I miss

or have a jump in temps when I am expecting

. I also keep thinking I am having sxs, but then I tell myself it is probably in my head. I am logging all of these so called "sxs" so next month when I am obsessing, I can look back and say, see, last month you thought you were pg and look what happened dummy!
I am in the same boat as you. I will be 35 in December and DH and I just started ttc in June. I also am a little worried about waiting so long too, but then I think, there are women a lot older who have healthy babies, and with good medical care, I think the odds are pretty good!
I also believe in temping and educating myself. I have been addicted to the internet, looking up everything I can about ttc and I have learned so much it is unbelievable! Also, when I need a little encouragement, there is a website I go to and it lists symptoms that other women have had. (
www.twoweekwait.com) I like reading about real sxs women have instead of the ones the

say you should have! A lot of those doctors are men and how the heck would they know? They've obviously never been pregnant!
Well, good luck, and I hope you get your

soon!