Wanted to let you all know that I am busy babysitting (going ok) and also gearing up for Amy to start all day kindy in about 2 wks.
I am just waiting for AF to show so I can get the HSG scheduled for the end of the month. I just don't feel like this is going to happen anytime soon (getting a BFP and healthy pregnancy).
Also IVF/adoption is on hold until after next year as we just don't have that kind of $$ right now. IVF is about $8500 (Ins. won't cover it all-just the b/w and u/s).

I am also going thru a depression phase too, it all starts with the TTC and then just builds up (alot of stuff is bothering me now).
I am very happy for all the new BFP's, don't get me wrong. I am just having a tough time right now and think it may be a good idea to take a break from here for a bit.

Pls pray for me for guidance and also healing. I am still not over my 2 losses and just approaching dates (anniv. and due dates) are just starting to really hurt.

I really love you gals with all my heart and I know you all are here for me.

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Oh Maggie! I'm sending you a huge hug.

I totally get the depression side of all of this. There are days now where I seriously think of quiting, but then I think I would be even more depressed. Hang in there, and know that we all care about you and the rough journey we are all sharing. I hope you find some peace and BFP when you least expect it.


Meghan

PS-don't be a stranger for ever!

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Maggie,
I'm so sorry you are going through a really tough time right now. Infertility struggles are the most difficult situation a couple can face their whole lives together and no one understands unless you have been through it.

I pray that you find some healing soon. We are all here for you anytime you need to vent or talk.

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Kristen (33) DH Joe (33)
Expecting our first baby boy Aug 12/07!!!!

ERIC WILLIAM arrived July 19th weighing 6lbs 2oz.