Hi all, I am at my last straw. B/F and I have suffered a loss at 24 weeks, Baby Rose Marie was born silent @ 24 weeks, 8-9-04. Doc suggested we wait full 6 mos. before trying again, so we did, somewhat. When I got the go ahead, we began trying..HARD. For full 6 mos, we just had fun, then I began worrying. I have done monitoring BBT, mucous, charting menstruals, reading, meditating, relaxation, excercise, and nothing has worked. It is now 12-23-06....2+ yrs later, and no results. Every month that goes by is heartwrenching. I had 3 beautiful full term babies: 1999,
2000, and 2001, prior to the loss, and have no idea why my body has turned into a non-concieving machine, when the other 4 came as quite the shock. I feel as tho i can no longer continue what I am doing, and feel very ready just to give up the hope of recovering fully. I seem to be slipping further and further.......Doc's telling me nothing is wrong with us, that my body needs more time...but i can't help but wonder.......

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[font="Verdana"][size="2"][color="Blue"]Lisa Marie, mother to:
Micala Alyssa, age 7: 02-23-99
Taylor Renee, age 6: 10-31-00
Anthony James, age 5: 12-13-01
and Rose Marie, born silent: 08-09-04

First, Hello and Welcome

You are not alone in the frustrations of trying to conceive. It took over 2 years to conceive my son and my dh and I have been trying to conceive for almost 2 years for baby #2. I've tried charting, clomid, injections, AI and now IVF. Let me tell you, you've found the right place to be. I don't know what I would do with out the ladies here at SK to encourage me when I need it or to answer my questions. I hope you'll find them just as friendly and kind as I have.

Don't give up. Your time will come. You said you've been charting. Do you chart online? Some girls do and share their charts to get feed back on them. You know your body better then any one. If you think you need help to get pregnant, maybe you need to get a second opinion. Has your doctor run any tests? What does she say about your charts?

Don't give up hope. A week before surgeory for endometrious, I found out I was pregnant w/ my son.

I look forward to posting with you and getting to know you. Feel free to share and ask any questions.

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Stephanie Proud stay at home mom and wife
Dale, DH married 8-28-99
Zander, DS born 1-11-04 (Clomid)
TTC#2 for 2+years
IVF#1 Nov 30, 2006
ER (12-15-06)26, 23 viable, 20 fertilized
ET (12-20-06) 2 blastocycts transfer, 11 blastocycts
POAS (12-27-06)
BETA #1 (12-29-06) 98.5
BETA #2 (01-02-07) 310
u/s (01-10-07) 1 perfect , almost 6 wks
u/s (01-16-07) 1 and BETA: 21,416
u/s (01-23-07) 144bpm
DD September 7, 2007