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He died peacefully in his sleep last night. Yesterday was a rough day for him, and we all knew it was going to be soon. I'm so sad, and have so many emotions running through me right now. My mom called me early this morning and asked me to come over. I was expecting him to be alive still, but dying. I was very shocked when she told me he had passed away. I got to go in and see him and said somethings to him that I wish I had said a long time ago. I know he was looking over at me though and heard every word. He looked very at peace. I know now that he is with God and he is no longer suffering. I told Anthony that he died and explained things as best as I could. He was a little upset, but I don't think he fully understands because he is so young. I don't think it will hit him until he goes over there and his Pepa isn't there. My mom is doing ok. She is very upset, but knows that he is at peace now. She puts up a good front though, and still has her sense of humor. Like she told us all what his last words were. They were "Soph- Shut up and leave me the f*** alone." LMAO That's so typical. It was so weird seeing him like that. It's like it's all a bad dream and I'm going to wake up anytime. Me and my mom and my sister are going down to the funeral home in a little while to make the arrangements. Please keep my mom in your prayers. She's going to need all of them she can get right now to help her through this. I have a feeling it's going to hit all of us pretty hard soon. She's been with him since they were 14 years old. He was 49 years old. His 50th birthday would have been the 29th of this month.
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