Re: I'm sorry but (x-post)
I know, I know. I need to let my body heal. It kind of upsets me though. I just want my body to heal quickly, I want my heart to heal quickly, I want to be pg quickly and nothing is turning out like I want.
Isn't that God's plan. I just continue to find myself in this spiral of frustration. You see lots of people can take breaks. Heal their hearts, bodies, and be at ease. To me it's just nothing but frustration!!!!! I guess this whole ttc thing isn't good for somebody who likes instant gratification. Patience isn't something I've really had. That's why I don't paint, sew, or do anything that takes time.
Hmmm! God is preparing me for motherhood. I keep thinking of all the "what if's". I guess for somebody who moderates a prayer request board I'm not really setting a good example. I should be placing my faith in God but all I want to do is be in control. Sorry to ramble on ladies. Thank you for the continued prayers and just thanks for listening to me.
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! Maybe I just had a faulty test. At least that's what I'm telling myself. I'm staying home today. I was all ready for work and it hit me like tone of bricks. A major cramp (let me re phrase that contraction) and Bam the flood door opened. I past a clot a big as a small ball. I'm having some major cramping this time. I didn't have this much last time. Then I got sick to my stomach. So this is just a day for staying in. Thanks everyone.
