Man has it set in on me or what.
It's not bad enough that I take anything even though I should. I just hate taking anything while pregnant. I just worry too much. I have made it this far I don't want nothing to screw it up.

I mean almost everything gives it too me. But I can last another 50 days!

And OMG speaking of 50 days....is it already that small of a number?
I just feel so bad about not having anything done though.
I haven't washed a thing. The car seat and cradle are still in the attic and I honestly have no ambition to get it done.
It's almost like if I do it will jinx it. Is that totally stupid or what?

Also, just found today that I get to borrow and breast pump (Medela Pump in Style) from a friend. It's like the cadillac of pumps and I get to use it for free.
Now I just really hope I can do it this time and wimp out. I think knowing this is my last baby I will make it work. (still hoping in the back of my mind that one more will sneek in our house some how LOL)

Anyone else have anything they just want to babble about?

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