Ok so me and father of child herin referred to as "idiot" are talking on the phone last night. I figure that it is getting close to time for baby to arrive, so one last ditch effort to make peace wouldn't hurt. Although there is not even a remote possibility of us being together as a couple, I feel that we should be adult enough to let go of any bad feelings between on us and have an actual good friendship. But that would take 2 adults. So anyways Idiot says to me " . . . you just used me to get a baby. . . " And I'm like yeah I always wanted to be a single mom yanno! And then he also says " One part of me wants to forgive you and still love you, but the other part can't stand you" I'm like hey a****** , forgive ME? YOU were wrong! And so in order to deflect the conversation I ask him what he has been up to and he says " working and saving up money cuz I got a baby on the way" I'm like really? I would've had no idea considering that either me or my mother bought EVERYTHING that the child has! I am sooooo done talking to him. Hey can't say I didn't try. See what happens when ya try to be the bigger person?!
27 Loving Mommy to Julian Malachi