leaving site i think..
I think im done ttc...
here's the story:
everyone's been bugging me n bugging me to get ã job, well I did I watch ã little girl from 3-11 five days ã week, everyone's so Happy, but here's the thing, its been 5 days n its making me miserable. DH works everyday usually til 6, so when he comes home the girls here so he just plays computer games, n if I talk to him when he's playing games he gets mad, so now we can never do anything anymore xuz she's here, n then he gets 2 days ã week off n so does the girls mom but of course days he works so I can't go see my family. n as for ttc..shes here when he's done work n he goes to bed at 10, or when he stays up with me til she goes, he's to tired, but I still try n he gets very mad at me, I can't stop crying n I told him I wanna quit n he said he'd be pissed so I cant. ahhhhhhh!
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