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Great news, I had no markers for cancer on my bloodwork!!

Bad news (well, sort of good), I have surgery March 23rd. She's going to attempt the scope surgery but said if I have bad adhesions grown inside me, she will have to recut my large scar open. She's going to do everything she can to save my ovary. If there are any other cysts besides the big one or adhesions, she's going to try to remove all that junk. I assume she will still be doing a biopsy on the cyst to make sure it's not cancer after it's removed.

Unfortunately, Jason just got demoted at work and has lots of extra duty and I doubt he will be able to watch the girls while I go have surgery. The problem is....if it's scope, it's easy recovery, if it's like my last one, I can't lift more than a few pounds for 6 weeks...Phil leaves the 20th, and I have no friends I can depend on because they all have lots of kids or jobs. And my one aunt nearby is heading to Florida on the 21st. I won't know til I wake up what type of surgery I went through.

I am very scared. I cried at the dr's office because I know what it may like and I don't want the pain again and the dependency on others.

Mom just took three days off work last week for me to go to PA. She said she could get the day off to be at surgery with me, but after that she doesn't know.

I can't wait to be free of the cyst and the pain. Oh and they are removing my IUD during the surgery. So I'm gonna go all natural while Phil is deployed and will have to make the decision before he comes back for my BC option.