and let you all know I had Jacob on my birthday (july 6) after only 4 pushes he weighed 8lbs 10oz and was 20 3/4" long. he was born at 10:21.

I must admit that I hate having them so close together. Caleb is a pain and Jacob is a pain and I feel so stretched between the two. I can't give either of them my best and both of them deserve it. It is really hard b/cuz I know that they deserve better than what I can give them. I just want to go back to work and have my life be *normal* again.

Jacob is nursing well. I have overactive letdown so that is a slight problem but we're dealing with it and things are getting better already.

Okay they are both screaming now so I should go.

hope everyone else is doing well

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thats 10:21pm

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Congratulations on baby Jacob!

As for hating having them so closely spaced, give it some time! That first month is hard! Once you get your game back (and it WILL come back, I promise!), things will all start to fall into place! Don't let this first month get you down!

Hope things get easier for you! Check in when you can!

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hey i didn't know you had your boy. congrats he's gorgeous.

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