I am freaking out. I am a woman possessed and it is ridiculous.

As you know, I m/c in May. Last month I was diagnosed with an endometrial polyp which was the cause of my m/c (it can prevent proper implantation and can also screw up the endometrium). I am scheduled to have it removed on 11/21.

tmi---but on cd15 dh and I dtd before we got out of bed in the AM and then I went and did my fertility monitor thingy it came up as "peak." You have to understand that I have NEVER EVER EVER since the beginning of time O'd before cd19 (and that was only one time). Every other time that I know of, I did not O before cd21. Anyway, wouldn't you know it

So now dh and I are just spazzing. We are so worried that this pg will also end in a m/c and of course there is NOTHING on the internet about having a polyp once you are pg and the stats as to whether you will m/c. Ughh.

So here's the obsessive part. I have been poas just about every 8 hours to see if my hcg level is going up and staying up since when I m/c the line went from being dark one day to being non-existent the next day. I can't stop testing. Is there some kind of support group for this? -

Sorry this is so long. Anyway, any you guys can give that this bean will stick would be greatly appreciated.

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Dana
Mommy to Kaelyn Grace (10/15/02), Melanie Rae (8/31/04) and Alexander Martin (7/14/06)

Forgot to add that I refuse to call the doc yet to cancel the surgery and get beta work done because I don't want to jinx anything and because since I think it is pretty likely that I will m/c again, I don't want to cancel the surgery and then have to reschedule it later on and wait even longer to ttc #3. I'll tell the doc a few days before the surgery (if I am still pg). I am insane.

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Dana
Mommy to Kaelyn Grace (10/15/02), Melanie Rae (8/31/04) and Alexander Martin (7/14/06)

Well, first of all, CONGRATULATIONS! I totally understand your worry though. I would totally call your doctor to see if there is anything they can do! I wouldn't cancel the surgery either though...I'm too neurotic too!

Hang in there, and keep us updated!
-Mo

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Oh sweetie. I will pray that you have a sticky bean! I agree with Mo. {{HUGS}}

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Congratulations Dana- wonderful news although understandably nervewracking. I would contact your dr, maybe they would treat the polyp differently if you are pg (probably not at all if it's not causing a problem) but you don't want to not tell them if there is something they can do to help!
As for testing obsessively I have no advice (I do it as well) but I would bear in mind that the test lines are not meant to be qualitative & so just because it is fainter one day it doesn't mean the worst - it could have been a more dilute sample or something. Try not to do it if you can, but if not then I wish you darker and darker lines!
Take care & have a happy & healthy 9 months.

Amanda
Daniel 5th March 2004
#2 Due 5th June 2006

Congratulations Dana!

If I were you, I would at least call the doctor to find out what they would do in this situation.

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~Katherine
Andrew Jonathan 01*04*03
Kristin Elizabeth 11*20*06

OMG, Dana! Congratulations! I agree that you should call your dr and tell him/her the situation. I saw your ticker and about freaked!

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