Ok. So I've been handling being on bedrest pretty well all along. I did great with my son with no problems. But now..I'm LOSING MY MIND!!! My hips hurt from laying on them...even with switching sides. It's just killing me, and it hurts no matter what I do now. I'm an emotional mess b/c I KNOW I'm missing soooo much time with my son. This is the time I should be able to enjoy the one on one time that I have left with him being the only child, and I have to limit and monitor what I do. I can't lift him, or hold him for long.... I feel like a horrible mom!!! And no matter what I do I can't seem to do it right. If I go and play for long periods on the floor with JD, then I feel like I'm neglecting this baby. If I do what I need to for this baby, then I'm neglecting JD. And I do have play time in bed, and JD and I do have "our" time...it's just I guess it is starting to finally get to me.