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Alright so my live in boyfriend and I have been together going on a year now, living together for about 7 months. In that time I've never took notice to this issue before, If it was happening at all (he had a bout with performance anxiety for awhile after a string of mishaps, and basically just turned "himself" off- or lost his drive, whatever you prefer) Anyways, I've noticed for like the last 2-3 months since he found his libido, his body also remembered how to sprout "nocturnal penile tumescence" or night time/morning wood... This is where the weird part comes in, instead of being like 99% of the other men I know that are proud of waking up hard and usually want "assistance" to get rid of it, he does what I like to call the "flip and kill" where as soon as he wakes up and realizes whats going on he flips over to his stomach, says nothing, and thats that... if it happens other times like during the night *I suffer from mild insomnia* (so I see this phenomenon occur) if he stirs he will either switch positions so it's not visible or if he's not aware that I'm awake he'll grab it, like forcibly so it goes down... he never lets me in on his morning glory even though he knows I would gladly oblige... it almost seems as if he is embarrassed by it... WHY?? I'm so frustrated! Any ideas? ***Please no one bother telling me he's not into me/he's gay, or anything ridiculous like that. ***