echogenic intracardiac focus back to being worried
so i got a call today from my us tech letting me know i need to schedule an us with them a more detailed one i had no idea i need it so i called my ob very upset and asked them what was going on and why wasnt i called and aparently i have a echogenic intracardiac focus at first she assured me it was nothing see it all the time and then i did research wish i hadnt of !!!i found out its a soft marker of ds i have been crying all day so upset so worried i wish they could have down the us today!! i ended up not doing my afp so i wouldn't have this worry on my mind and now i do, i feel so horrible i wouldn't love this beautiful baby any less but at the same time worry so much for what the future might hold this is our last baby and finally another girl i have 1 girl and 3 boys sophia is our suprize princess and ive so wanted another girl and ive finally gotten her and now im so worried for her ive have so much emotion and thuaghts.... hubby tells me not to worry but how can i not worry ughhh first trimester i worried about losing her cause ive suffered 2 mc and now i feel like im back at the other end of constant worry!!!! just need to vent and share my new hurdle!