My DH...

He walked in the door last night, and instantly started giving me hell for not cleaning, cooking, etc... He didn't even pause to see why I didn't do those things. I am pale as a ghost, haven't been able to keep anything down for 2.5 days and he starts at me 30 seconds after the door closes.

I feel so worn out. I honestly feel like I can't do this anymore. I am so tired, drained physically and emotionally, I can barely keep my eyes open because I am SO dehydrated. I know I am dehydrated because I only pee twice a day, its crazy concentrated and I haven't kept any fluids down..

I feel so alone, He just doesn't get it. I spent all last night actually sleeping on the guest bathroom floor because I couldn't stop throwing up. I sat there bawling my eyes out because I am so damn tired. I just want to sleep, and sleep for more then 60 mins before getting sick again. He sees me throwing up blood, throwing up part of my stomach lining. He knows what the doctors and MWs have said. He knows how serious this is and yet ignores everything, ignores me and just gets pissed about the damn dishes!

I am so done with it all! I really, really can't keep this up. I am really debating about calling the MW and having her admit me again for IV fluids because I really can't keep this up. Jenna is really not as active as she's been and I am terrified. I really don't want to bother them, but my baby comes first. My DH gets mad at me calling them because he doesn't want to spend time in the hospital. And to be honest, I really don't care what he wants anymore!!!!!!

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