Ok, you all know that this baby isnt really Eriks but to him it is. We have been trying to plan things out and stuff and it seems like every time we get it, something happens. Last week his Sr. Chief told him he would make a phone call that got him out of training he is supposed to be in from Feb 27- March 15th. He also told him to put in an open end leave paper so when I go in to labor he can just say ok I am leaving pretty much, so while he would miss the birth he would be here right after.....

Yea not really anymore. I guess the Sr. Chief didnt make the phone call. So he is still stuck in training. Unless this baby goes past his due date, we are screwed. I am so upset. I know he is too.

Then to top it off, his Chief is being a jerk. He had made plans to come here the weekend of Feb 15-18th. Well his Chief decided that he was going to have duty that weekend so now he might not get to come. Even though he let him know he wouldnt be in the state that day. Nope dont care. *sigh* Its all so depressing. I know its getting to him. Its getting to me too. I know it will be ok but its like no matter what lately there is a brick wall.

I just want to cry. He will have two weeks in march that he is home. One of those weeks he is going to be in Cali for Easter to see his daughter and his family. He cant take leave the other week. So if he doesnt come in Feb I wont see him till April. I hate that thought. I try and stay positive when talking to him. Told him it was practice for deployment But really I am such a hormonal emotional mess I just wanted to cry.

Sorry I just really needed to vent this stuff.

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