04-14-2008, 06:03 PM
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SKTalker
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Joined on: Sep 2007
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Todays freak out
 So today I officially "lost it". I had been feeling so sick until last tuesday. And then it was gone. I might have a moment here and there but very few and far between. Sounds great right WRONG. We lost a baby a year or so ago and the exact same thing happened. So all of last week I made myself nuts.And I kept reading all of our sad loss post . So today I had all I could take.I could not make it three more weeks till my next appointment. I called the dr and told the nurse I was on the verge of a full blown panic attack. So I went in to get an u/s. And that little monkey is doing great.It's so crazy I know this baby is a gift from God really. So now I almost feel guilty for doubting him. Maybe this is a lesson on faith. But my heart feels so full and happy to see that little blob. Who knew you could love something so much. So maybe just maybe I can relax at least for a few days.
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TTC Since 5/06
Lost Bean 11/10/06
11/06- 8/07 ttc own our own.....
9/07 clomid 
10/07 clomid
11/07 clomid
12/07 Femara
1/08 Femara
1/08 New re starting Injectables Diagnosed with a pituitary problem
2/07 Injects with a trigger
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