I know that this is nothing new but I am terrified about all this. My husband and I had been trying only since I stopped the pill in Jan. My cycles went a little weird after that. being only 20 days with ovualtion on day 9. In mid feb I thought that I was pregnant but the test said no on day 9, 2 days later (feb 20th) I spotted and I was thinking I was golden (implantation) then the next day I thought I was hemmoraging. Lots of pain, tons of clots etc worst day of AF I have ever had. Went to the doctor the next day and she was thinking chemical pregnancy did some blood work but never heard back about it. I took a hpt the next week and -, I was still charting and I ovulated around Feb 29th (CD 9).
I tested the 8th (-) 10th (-) then on the 11th I was talking to a friend online and did a test at night and (+) same with the 12th and 13th (I like to be sure).
I have been having trouble with how far along I really am because most of the due date calculators are based on ovulation at CD 14. So if I work backwards from the 29th I would be as far along as my ticker says.
The doctor I saw booked me for a U/s tomorrow (Tuesday 18th) to date it properly becuase she was wondering if the 20th might have been implantation but then why were the previous tests all (-).
Anyway my problem is that I do way too much reading and I am terrified of a mc. I know that all of you are and I am no different. I am afraid that the u/s might show something bad, like ectopic pregnancy or endometriosis or something (my mom had that and had a hystorectemy after having me)
I am just so scared I want to cry all the time. We have only told a few friends and are waiting for easter (and hopefully a good u/s) to tell all our parents. I want this so bad and I am so scared about tomorrow.
Thanks for listening and congrats to everyone
