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I have a love hate thing with pregnancy. I love knowing the fact that I'm going to have a baby, feeling the movements, and buying all the cute baby things. I dislike though the 1st. and 3rd. tri as they are the hardest for me. The 1st. I worry 24/7 and the 3rd. I'm contracting like crazy and uncomfy.
This pregnancy is my last so as much as I want to see my baby boy, I still want it to keep going since I will miss the movements and the high of pregnancy. Not to mention after birth for me is ruff with the backlash of anxiety flare up.