I'm sure a lot of this is my hormones talking, but I just have to get it out. I feel ignored. I have a few friends, who, when we are together, I feel like we really get along. But I feel like a last resort. I feel like when I invite someone to do something, it's just too easy to email me and say that something came up or just ignore the invite all together.

I don't expect everyone to be able to do everything all the time. I do expect the common decency of being told no, rather than being lead on and never getting a straight answer.

This comes the night before dh leaves for 6 days for a mission trip. He's going with a friend's husband. A few weeks ago, I mentioned that if she wanted to come over and spend a few days here, I think it would be fun. She acted like it would be...and now not a word from her. This isn't the first time something like this has happened. This isn't the only friend that has treated me this way either.

Then I start getting all emotional acting and thinking what is wrong with me that people think they can treat me like this?

I mean, I do have other friends, so it isn't like everyone treats me like this...but I hate being treated like a doormat. And these few friends just really get to me.

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