Hello everyone

I have to say to all the new Mommies we have, oh my word!!! I love love love seeing all the new babies we have in DIJ. It seems I have missed a lot . I will try to catch up soon.

We have been going through a lot here, I have told you all the DH was laid off from work, which he was. Money became very tight to non existence, getting better now, we were counting on sub pay but don't count your chicken before they hatch I guess. Then all my kiddos are here, and it has been a bit of a struggle getting use to having a house full again, only because of the fighting/arguing they do and the amount of food they eat. To be honest I have been depressed. Or should I say scared and depressed.

Kyle is doing well, stubborn as can be, he does not want to come out!!!! By this time with Ryleigh she was here. I had my last ultrasound yesterday, he is still a he , he is appox, 8 lbs 15oz and measuring at 40w6d. So I have been talking to him trying to get him to come and meet his family. I have been having non productive contractions for almost 2 weeks, which suck!!!! I did not have contractions with my others so this is new to me. I have been to L&D 3 times too. I have started to dilate, but nothing great. I am as of 10 days ago a loose 1cm and thick. Yeah........... NOT!!!! I do not want to be pregnant anymore. Now this is me being a bit selfish, I have a back injury which I am in pain all the time, no big deal, you get use to it. Well I now have a large head pressing on my back and it drives the pain up a few hundred notches. I will not take my pain meds because Kyle is still inside me so now I wait and keep trying to talk him out. I go to my OB on Monday and I will beg her to induce me then, we will see if she will. Fingers crossed!!

Well I am going to end for now, I miss all of you, if Kyle listens to me and makes his appearance soon I will have my DD1 post it.

bye for now

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