
10-08-2008, 03:10 AM
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Swimming Upstream
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Joined on: Jul 2006
Location: In the Fishbowl (PA)
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Knowing so early is hard... rambling
If I'm not seeing things (the line was VERY faint), which I don't believe I am, then I am just 10 days past implantation. I have mc'd 4 times. It's a long wait until 12 weeks to hear a hb and be past that first marker of time.
I woke up at 3:45 this morning and even though I'd tested on Sunday I tested again. My periods come whenever they want. There's no telling when. So once I start getting my periods back (usually when little one is 13+ months) I start testing occasionally. I am usually pg again within 3 cycles of getting my period again.
Since I have experienced a few mcs I don't always tell a lot of people. But last time we didn't tell anyone and mc'd and it was extremely hard to go through it by myself. We were just about to start telling people. I hadn't even told the dc and I felt like I robbed them of knowing they had/have another sibling. Of course, I will tell them sometime.
I think we will tell people earlier this time. I do want that prayer and support. We probably will not tell our family for quite awhile. They weren't all that supportive of #4. In fact, dh's sister commented on #4 saying "He's cute, but you can stop now.".
So... just rambling here. You all are the first to know! Dh is still sleeping.
My point was that early pregnancy tests make the wait longer and, in some cases, we have mcs that we might not have even realized were mcs without such early tests.
Of course I keep taking them!
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Kelly, wife of 19 years to my own personal superman
42 yo homeschooling mama to:
SK (1/00)
AB (5/02)
TJ (5/04)
SR (2/07)
LG (6/09)
edd 7/7/12, but I bake 'em an extra week.
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