Get it off my Chest.... True Confessions thread

[~onesinlove~]

anyone want to have at it? Anything they want to admit? I always thought this kind of thread was fun on my others boards =)


I will go first....

I hate to admit it but sometimes I ignore phone calls lately from my closest friends and family. Not that I don't want to talk, but I know the usual questions, and well, there's no news to report. I even have my mother ticked off at me... she like to over react anyways but when the whole thing with Ryann's hemmorhage was going on I told her I would call her back when I had an appt... well as you all know I didnt get those for almost two weeks, hence why I didnt get back to her right away. She left me a message telling me that this was the last time she was going to call me.... she apparently is not important to me but she wanted to make sure she told me that she hoped my baby was ok... I didnt call her because I didnt have my appts yet but she is so quick to jump the gun and think she is not important to me or my sister.

Also I have been really short with the kids lately. I know they are probably sensing our current situation but I seriously can't tolerate them most times. I feel like I am always yelling and I feel really bad about it!!

I actually feel a little better letting that out =)

[~onesinlove~]

another thing I thought we could post is weird/embarrassing/odd or just plain old habits in general....

I burp... I have caught myself doing it EVERYWHERE. Even at my desk (when I was at work).... I seem to forget where I am sometimes!!

Something my SO does when he is concentrating on something (working, playing games on the computer, fixing computer, etc) is chew on his tongue. I catch him ALL the time. Know what else? My DS Evann does it too... when he is playing games, etc. Funny thing is he has done this since he was born. I used to catch him while looking at his mobiles, toys, while concentrating on anything. Weird that would be hereditary huh?

[Mommie2Ava&Presley]

Something I do, that I feel kind of bad about, is cringe whenever DH mentions that a behavior Ava is exhibiting (usually a negative one) is just like his oldest daughter did when she was little. The very thought that my child could possibly turn out like his oldest daughter is a nightmare to me. That is when I pray that environment will overrule genetics. DH's oldest daughter is the epitome of the "bad seed" child that you don't really feel bad when they don't come around and they bring never ending chaos and drama when they do show up.

[heavensabove]

Im very bad at taking my vitamins. Just because when I do, it makes me sick feeling. I can't remember the last time Ive taken them. I did recently but it still made me very nauseous and sick feeling. But I do eat healthy tho. But it still makes up the stuff Im missing.

This weather has me soooo depressed and is making my patience even shorter that I tend to yell at my kids for no aparent reason. Winter blues in the spring time. No such thing as spring here yet. Still is winter, UGH.

Sex???? What is that. Poor dh, but Im so uncomfy and sore that dtd isn't on my list. Plus Ive been getting lots of B&H's and crampy contractions so I don't dare.

Im waiting til the last minute to buy baby things (clothes/bedding). Still hoping out to find out the gender. Really need to start getting bottles and such things. BUT if we knew already, everything would be done.



Im sure more will come but those are the ones I have so far and can think of at the minute.

[renee86akalisa]

i have very little patience with my kids right now too. what is even worse is that sometimes even when they are being good, i dont want them to hug me or touch me, anybody for that matter. i just want my space! i really wish i could go out tomorrow, buy everything i need for this baby, come home and arrange it all, then lock myself in my room with a potty and tons of food...just stay in there till its time to have her. lol.

i havent taken vitamins since i started throwing up in the first trimester. i dont really feel close to my sister but since she has offered to take me baby shopping sometime this month, im being nice to her ....not that im not normally nice but she takes everything i say personally.

i had a choc. bar today and im not supposed to have things like that and when i checked my blood sugar it was wayyyyyy up.

even though i quit smoking when i was early in my 1st trimester, i still crave them.

okay......that's all for now.

[~onesinlove~]

awww Lisa, we sound so much aloke. I find myself yeling at the kids too and sometimes stop and ask myself why I am even yelling at them. I know it just makes it worse for me because it confuses them.... they have no idea why I am so on edge. Sometimes I dont either!!

rachel as far as the sex thing, I am the opposite. usually when I am not PG I dont want to, latey it doesnt seem to bother me. Maybe because I am doing nothing all day long so I have a little energy for it =)


I have been really horrible with the prenatals too. But I can say i have been good about my iron and B12. every PG the prenatals make me so sick....

Sometimes I wish the dr's would put me in a drug induced coma until Ryann is born hehe... Ok so I really wouldnt want that but sometimes thats how I feel!

[Mommie2Ava&Presley]

I had no desire the first trimester, because I was so fatigued and nauseated. Then the 2nd trimester kicked in and DH was in hog heaven. I couldn't get enough and enjoyed every minute. Now that I'm in the 3rd trimester, I get in the "mood" but then once things really get going, I start having a tightening in my tummy and it scares me, so I freeze up and then DH gets scared too. I try not to do that, but I am so afraid of something going wrong at this point - too early in the game for an easy delivery/ no problems. Anyway..... long story short, things have slowed down considerably and will probably come to a screeching halt after baby gets here.

[emuone]

My poor dog. That is all I have to say about that. She is such a sweetheart though.

[~onesinlove~]

haha, you sound like me and my dog!

[JulieD]

Sex? What is sex?

I am worried about my dental health this pg. Every single time I brush my teeth, I start gagging and throwing up. It is horrible. So, I don't brush my teeth as long as I probably should be. I always brush them, but just shorter amount of time.