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I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
This is a discussion on I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long) within the Due in May forums, part of the Due Dates By Month category; So I'm due next Friday and just miserable. I'm a physical and emotional mess. Between the pain and ...
I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
So I'm due next Friday and just miserable. I'm a physical and emotional mess. Between the pain and discomfort of being 39 weeks pregnant and still working full time and the fact that the person who I thought was my loving husband leaving me 4 weeks ago I don't know how much more I can take.
I guess I should back up a little. 3 days before I was suppose to go on maternity leave I got home from work to find a note from my soon to be EXDH saying that he didn't want to be married anymore and wasn't sure if he was ready to be a father and that he would call to me once he got things figured out in his head needless to say I haven't heard from yet WTH is that about. Soon now I'm a very soon to be single mother and scared to death about it.
I'm now forced to work up until I go into labor to try and save as much money as possible and my body is really starting to rebel about being on my feet all day. My back, legs, and feet are KILLING me all the time and since I'm never comfortable I've forgotten what sleep is which seems to make everything worse.
Then to top things off I left work a little early and decided to stop for ice-cream on my way home and after I waddled in to DQ stood on line for what seemed like for ever I finally got my blizzard which was very good I then I waddled my way back to car to find it had a flat tire. I called AAA only to find out that EXDH didn't renew our membership. I guess the good news is that after about 90 mins a friend was able get there and change it for me. After I finally got home all I wanted to do was soak in the tub but I was a fraid that I wouldn't be able to get out so I cried in the shower for almost a 1/2 hour.
Thanks for letting me vent and here's hoping that the next few days fly by.
Re: I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
BIG HUGS....I am so sorry you are going though all of this. I truly hope things get better for you soon.
__________________ Amanda, James & Sweet Mackenzie
7/17 -3rd Laparoscopic Surgery for Endometriosis
8/07 femara & ovidrel First Cy..... 8/24/07
(After trying for 6 years on and off)
Re: I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
A big hug from me too. I'm so sorry and I would be so hurt too. It's his loss and I can't imagine him not wanting to be there for his baby or his wife during this time when you need him the most. I'm so sorry and try to take care of yourself.
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Anne
Mom to :
Baby Girl EDD May 26th 2008, Induction planned May 12
Re: I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
Oh, man, that is a HORRIBLE couple of days. I am so sorry you are going through all of this. That is terrible of your DH (short for dam* husband in your case) to just leave a note and take off. Do you have family or good friends nearby for some support? Hope the days fly by for you and you can enjoy your sweet baby soon. ((((hugs)))) and hoping for a big change in luck and some great things to happen soon.
Re: I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
BTDT with my ex, adn it was brutal doing it alone, but in the end, it was the best thing that could have happened. He is still a jerk, and I only have to deal with him a few times a month, rather than every day. It helps to have a good support network around you. I found I had more help from my friends than my ex would have ever given me. With this pg my dh and I almost split before the wedding, but thankfully were able to work everything out and the issues that were there no longer are. It is hard going it as a single parent, but it is do-able. Best of luck with everything, it sounds like you have alot on your plate right now.
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Gosh, I am so sorry you are having to go through all of this mess. I hope that you do have family/friends in the area that you can lean on. Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you. We are here to listen so vent all you need to. Good luck and please keep us posted. I hope you are holding your sweet baby in your arms soon!!
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I'm sorry this is going on right now! What difficult timing. Reach out to the people who care about you. You can get through this. Be strong. This is a great place to vent some of that emotion & know that other moms are going through tough stuff, too. Lots of support to you!
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Im so sorry all this is happening right now! *BIGHUGS*
If you have family, try to lean on them at this time.
Feel free to vent here as much as you need!
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Dh Jason
My babies...
Katherine Elizabeth 6/04/04
Samuel Lee 5/04/05 (our son with God)
Griffin Michael 04/13/06
Harrison Gabriel 04/27/08 BabyLinq.com ~ Preemie Store - Hospital NICU
SAFE to going home.
I'm miserable and want this over with(sory might get long)
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8/24/07
Drew 04.09.04 
