No really I am! I had my 37wk appt today and in a way it WAS progress b/c everytime I have a small petite lady doc check me , the next wk when a big male doc checks me he always says I'm less dialated...well he said I was definitely 2cm today. BUT my ultrasound showed what I'm scared of ... she has a big head

In the 80th percentile. Ok no need for anyone to try and say 'its your 4th baby in four yrs etc---your body can do it" I almost had a section with #3 and I'm nervous. Yeah maybe her head is big but isn't the square shape of Tirzahs and Azlans...I"M HOPING!!!!!!!!!!! He wouldn't strip my membranes today b/c my cervix was still 'long' but he says they'll do it next wk at 38wks for sure. SOooooo I need to just hang in there! She looked SOOOOO CHUBBY on the u/s pics!!! Omgoodness--she looked like a little chunk

But their weight estimates were only 6lb 5oz or something YEAH RIGHT my smallest was 8lb4oz ... i doubt they are right
SO yeah i'm just plain grouchy...my rib pain is soooooooooooooo bad.

She is just POUNDING me in the ribs and IT HURTS!!! sob LOL!
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Dean (30) &
Janice (27) Married May 27,2000
Our first princess: Tirzah Liberty November 6,2003!
Our baby in Heaven "Little Miracle" lost at 4wks July 6, 2004.
Our little "Angel Boy" Zion Courage arrived July 9, 2005 8lbs 7oz (2wks early)
Beautiful little Azlan Honor born September 13, 2006 8lbs 4oz (1 wk early)

Princess Azahria Peace born April 26, 2008 7lbs 12oz (2 wks early)
Our colorful family~little Azahria at 16days old