Hi to everyone,

I am new here I really do not know where I belong here,so here is my story.

I have always wanted a big family I am blessed with 4 awesome great children.
I had my first 3 pregnancies with problems, but nothing to concerning, my 1st was perfect no problems, my 2nd I was hospitalized with a kidney abrasion and had surgery at 4 months pregnant went in to labor right after surgery which was succsessfully stopped, my third daughter I had placenta previa but it resolved.

I found out I was pregnant with our 4th everything at first seemed great but then I started to feel weird I knew something was wrong so I insisted on blood tests everyother day. My hcg kept coming back fine it seemed but progesterone kept dropping. I insisted on something being wrong in which my doctor responded that some women tend to over react for no reason. I started bleeding Nov 3rd almost two years ago I went straight to the doctors in which he did an ultrasound and the sac was empty. I had a d&c on Nov 4th, and that was the end of my baby,in which we buried and I still mourn I was 9 weeks but they say the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks due to the size of the sac. There was no reason for the miscarrage just some times those things happen. Months later we find out we are pregnant again We were thrilled at 7 weeks I had an ultrasound there was a small hemorrhage but they said there was nothing to be concerned about so no worries and I eventually delivered a healthy baby boy all was great.
Now my story brings me to where I am now, not quite 11 months after my son was born we were suprised to find out we are pregnant that was last wen. The next morning last Thursday I go if for the blood work I am told blood work is great I am about 5 weeks pregnant, right where i should be by the dates of my last period. Due to my previous miscarrage I insisted on a second blood draw two days later. Assumed everything was fine I had it drawn sat morning due to the weekend and holiday I did not get the resultes till this Tuesday. The nurse called and said the doctor was concerned the blood did not double and wanted me to come in for an ultrasound in which I did. I lay their praying to see a sign of life and then I did I saw the baby a heartbeat everything, I was thrilled. The ultrasound tech would not say much so I waited for the doctor, she came in and told me the good news is it looks I have a strong viable baby. The bad news is I have a subchronic hemorrhage mild to moderate she gave me a 60% chance of holding the baby to term she also told me if I have an in with God that he is my only chance, there is not one thing we can do. All I can due is wait till next Tuesday for a 7 week ultrasound she said that will tell her 100% what will happen, I am so scared I do not want another loss the first was so hard I have been pleading with God if it be his will he let us keep this baby please pray for us and give me any advice.
Thank you very sad,

You and your baby are in my prayers.

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