Hi Everyone:

I am six weeks pregnant at age 37. I have one beautiful and beloved daughter who just turned 4. I have been playing the infertility game for the last 3 years and it has worn me down. Last summer I was suprised by a miracle and got pregnant by the grace of God. However, it was short lived. I went for an ultra sound and found the baby had no heart beat. I was 8 weeks. I was devastated to say the least. I blamed myself because I was also diagnosed with type 2 diabetes, and the docs believe the miscarriage was because my blood sugars were too high. Well, ive been taking care of myself......and to my surprise, I found out I am pregnant again. I am being carefully monitored by my endocrinologist, and I have my first appt. with the ob doc on Tuesday, 9/11. Today I woke up with cramping on my left side. It wasnt severe but it was a dull ache. Annoying. I have gotten some sharp pains on occasion. I think its normal, but Im not sure. I know its in Gods hands, but I cant help but worry. I try not to feel any excitement, because Im afraid of losing the pregnancy. I really need your prayers and encouragement. Its been a long road, and emotionally Im not sure if I could handle another disappointment. Thanks, for listening and thanks for asking God to watch over me.
Hugs to all, Kathy [/color]

I will keep you and your baby in my prayers and Im sure everythings gonna be
ok

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