Do you thing it would help if someone said a prayer for me?

Broken Wing · #1 (**permalink**) 04-11-2005, 06:10 PM

I've had three miscarriages in a year, the most recent one in February and I'm so depressed. I'm not at all religious (wish I was), but I just don't know where to turn or what to do.

I feel like I'm under so much pressure because I have to decide between now and June whether we should continue to TTC. After July, my health insurance will no longer cover infertility treatments and this is my last chance due to my age. I want a baby but I'm terrified to have one and I think another miscarriage would kill me.

I had all my cycles information on another site and they deleted my account without warning or explanation, so I've lost all my data too.

Sometimes I just wish I had a bottle of enditol.

Broken Wing · #2 (**permalink**) 04-11-2005, 06:45 PM

Just having a pity party all by myself; it's no fun.

jlc43 · #3 (**permalink**) 04-12-2005, 04:53 AM

my sister and i just prayed for u and if u like u could go to a church and have then pray for u, just walk in and ask for some help. ~ jenny

heather1970 · #4 (**permalink**) 04-12-2005, 07:36 PM

Hi there, sweetheart. I just wanted to let you know I am praying for you too. Take care of yourself right now. If you want to email me and talk further, I would be MORE than happy to.

Take care,
Heather

#5 (**permalink**) 04-13-2005, 08:25 AM

Broken Wing- Miscarriage is one of the hardest things in life that you will ever have to deal with. I am SO sorry for your loss!

Lord, please lay a healing hand on Broken Wing and her DH as they recover from the loss of their child. May they find comfort in knowing that their little one is now safely with you. Lord, lastly I ask that you help BrokenWing open her heart and seek the warnth of a church that can show/teach them your unending love. In your name I pray, Amen.

I don't know if this is what you wanted but this is what the Lord directed me to do. I am always willing to be here as an e-mail friend also. It is my "name" at Yahoo.com

lovineachday · #6 (**permalink**) 10-27-2005, 11:39 AM

I've also had three losses and know the devastation that losing a baby causes. We're lucky in that we now have our miracle son, and I pray the same for you. I pray that God gives you comfort and strength to get through this difficult time of your life. Know that you are SO not alone....

wishing4baby · #7 (**permalink**) 11-01-2005, 05:11 PM

It is terrible to have these kind if tragedies on top of each other. I will be praying for you and I do hope you go in to somewhere for a conversation with someone. If you are not a religous person you could go talk to someone like a counselor. If you want to try, I would suggest going to somewhere that looks and feels comfortable to you. Any minister should be able to pray for you and please know that you are going to be in my prayers as well.

#8 (**permalink**) 01-16-2006, 06:06 AM

BROKENWING
Iam so sorry to hear about your losses but I am also so said to hear that you don't knoe if prayer would work! I understand the fustration and woundering why why me. I also had 3 losses two of them were within these last 6 months. The last one was twins and I lost them to cancer. I don't understand why these things happen I have two other girls 2 and 4 and you would think because I have them it is easy to deal with this and it not! What I can tell you is it is so much easier to deal with this when God is in your life. He loves you and only he knows the whats to come in the future for you. God dosen't isn't the one taking these babys so you have to fight against that force and God the perfect one to help you do that. I will pray for you . If you would like someone to pray with or just talk to please send me a message . I am pregnant again 4 week and could also use someone who understands the stress about every u/s and wanting to hear that little heart beating. God Bless

Hosanna (in the highest)