I haven't been around much because I have been at home in my freaking death bed..it all started last Saturday where my fever all of a sudden shot up really high and I was shaking and incoherent all night..then the headaches started..finally it all became unbearable by Monday and dh took me to the hospital and they admitted me..they did a cat scan, a freaking spinal tap, tons of blood work, etc etc ..finally when I was able to keep my temp down they released me to go home, saying they think it's mastitis and a uti.

First- I'm not hurting in my breasts at all, it doesn't burn when I pee or anything of the sort..but whatever..they give me antibiotics so I take them..a couple more days go by I still feel like I am dying, especially at night..I'm freaking having crazy dreams and everything..so I call my dr..he gets me in, we talk about the crazy place just wanting to send me home with the antibitotics and obviously to stop taking them. He ordered some bloodwork on Friday and will call back on Monday. He tested for a couple rare things (of course) and said hopefully by Monday when he calls we can say I am all better and the testing was for nothing, but it's possible I might need some meds if I have either of these rare thing (one has to do with the thyroid and one he calls valley fever and kept joking if I have been to the valley lately lol).

Anyways, Michael has been with my grandmother this past week up until today, I've missed him so much. I swear I almost gave up on breastfeeding this past week so the baby could go to my grandmother's to..I have been THAT sick. Dh took a couple days off work but somehow I have managed other than that. I am still not sure how, I have barely been able to walk. Whatever it is, the dr and I have decided it is not contagious or anything like that, I am the lucky one so that is good. But last night was the first night I haven't been up crying from the chills, night sweats, general awfulness..I hope that means something.

We are going to Whole Foods today when dh gets off work (he doesn't know this yet) to get some things that might help with this headache. The tylenol and motrin isn't working anymore and I need to do something.

So anyways, I'm kind of her but I'm not. Hopefully will be back soon. Hope everyone is well.

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