So my grand plan for having a stress-free cycle is old news!

Last cycle was pretty emotional for me for whatever reason, and so I took a deep breath and decided that I wouldn't get my hopes up this time (ha ha), and I was doing pretty good until just the other day. We have been using the OV-Watch because a friend recommended it, and we were just sitting back and letting it do the work, which was nice :)

DH went to see his doc for an unrelated injury and of course they ended up talking about how things were going for us. He wanted DH to have another SA, so DH did his duty and we waited for the results. The doc's office called and asked him to come in to discuss the results (always a red flag, right?). So we wait two weeks until we can get in again, and then the doc tells him that his count went from 18 to 1 over about six months. 1!!! Everything we've been doing has been based on my PCOS, and all along we thought DH was okay. So disappointing! DH is totally down about it (and I'm having a hard time keeping my chin up as well). We're going to see a urologist on Tuesday, and then I have an appt in two weeks to see my OBG, so I guess we'll know more then.

I just feel deflated, mostly because DH keeps apologizing to me, which is totally heart-wrenching. I could see he was thinking about it last night when we spent time with his nephews, and of course we had to field the usual "so when are you guys having some?" questions. We're getting pretty good at answering without giving anything away (nobody knows we've been trying), but I think DH wants to talk to his dad about it so we'll see how long it takes for the news to spread. Then I suppose either everyone will want to talk about it or no one will mention it again, ha ha.

Anyway, sorry for unloading on you girls, but I just wanted to throw it out there and see if anyone had any thoughts on this. I want to reassure DH but I just don't know what to tell him.

Thanks for listening! waiting.gif

I am so disappointed right now! I just registered with FF and entered all my data, and it seems that I had misunderstood the whole charting and when you ovulate thing. whoopdedoo.gif

I had my timing all wrong, and if FF is correct I already ovulated on the 17th!!
And I thought for sure that I would be ovulating either yesterday or today.
I planned around these two days. Needless to say, I feel like crying because I mixed everything up like this. No wonder it is taking so long for us to conceive. We are not BDing on the right days.

This is so frustrating!

If you could live anywhere besides where you are now, where would it be and why?