School...hmmm...

Ok. So I'm officially a registered enrolled student again.
It feels good.

It also feels terrifying. Here I am already working anywhere from 9-12 hour days at work sometimes... on top of having two children, one of which doesn't like to sleep at night... and I'm now taking a full courseload (fourteen credits-four classes) my first block back from my "break" from school.

I think I may have gotten myself in over my head. Probably.

I don't know.
I loved school when I was taking classes before. I'm good at school. I just don't know how good I am going to be at doing school with no sleep..and alllll of that good stuff.

I figure that I have to do it. I have to do it now... in 2 1/2 years when I'm finally finished, I'll FINALLY have the financial security that I've been longing for since I had my first baby. I won't be living paycheck to paycheck... I'll finally GET ON TOP of things.

Wow. That would be amazing. Not worrying about money every month.

I'm glad I just typed all of that out. Now I think I've convinced myself that I did the right thing... and that I"m ready.