Low 7dpo P4.

Safe to say this cycle is a bust. The nurse said, "If you do happen to get a positive prenancy test, let us know and we'll put you on progesterone support but 8.898 is really low." (Their office's standard for a medicated cycle is 20.)
How warm of them. Yet they don't bother to put me on the progesterone now like everyone out here on the internet seems to think is appropriate. I believe it's because they don't think I O'd at all, but why couldn't they just tell me that?
I think I'm done after this. All the positive thinking in the world is getting me nowhere. I think I'll just start planning my trip to Europe and my retirement and forget about wanting more kids. My heart can't take the pain and my soul can't stand my husbands pain. It's all just too brutal.