Fri, Dec 19th, 2008

So, I go back and forth between sad for her and just down right pissed at her. I am sad for her because I can not fathom the turn her life has taken and the choices she is making because I think she must be miswired somewhere... then I am pissed because she is putting them throught the same crap we went through as children, the choices she makes seem to be more about what she wants and not about her kids at all. I just don't get it. We used to sit and talk about the choices we would make for our children and the path we would never follow but it seems as though she has forgotten all that or taken a wrong turn somewhere and can't seem to find her way back.