Tues, Dec 16th cont.

Jess has been a real trooper, she is my hero right now. She is sharing her room and all of her stuff as well as her mommy and she is being such an adult about it. I know it is hard for her but she doesn't say anything. I am hoping to plan a day out for her and I after Christmas so I can she her just how special I think she is. The girls need so much attention and time, and before they were there I was always available for Jess at her whim and that is just not the case anymore so I need to have that one on one time with her.

Alex is ......... um well Alex is Alex. LOL! He helps alot when I ask him to but being a boy there are so many things he can't help with. He and I went to Salina to shop for band concert clothes on Sunday and he was a hoot. He informed me he would do what it takes to become president so he could reveal the secrets behind area 51 and the Montauk Project as well as the Kennedy assasination. He is so into the history of goverment cover ups and stuff, it is pretty cool. He also informed me that the poles have began their switch, that if we would just pay attention to the weather and all the weirdness that is going on we would realize that the switch has begun. He is so cool.

Tim and I are in a better place. I had to be honest with myself and what I needed from him as far as making me happy - when that happened, when I admitted that I was a spoiled brat who needed his world to revolve around me - it put us both in a better place. See, he used to be that way, everything was about making me happy then I told him to stop trying to make me happy and just worry about himself. Well, he did that and I didn't like it so much so we decided that he needed to just be the guy he always was whos world revolved around me BUT that I needed to be more appreciative of that and of him. Again, being honest with myself and him was what we both needed.

It is snowing right now, I am watching it from my hole in the ground at work on the monitor and hoping hoping hoping that we have a snow day tomorrow!!!! Today is my Friday and I would love to go home and put on jammies and spend the day drinking hot chocolate with the kids and just schlooping all day with them. So heres for waiting for the call from the superintendent saying school is closed - all together now ommmmmmmm, ommmmmmm.