I can't keep doing this

I can't keep living in financial crisis. When we moved we were told everything would be ok. We couldn't or shouldn't ( I can't actually remember which one they said) get the advancement. Now his travel and DLA pay aren't coming in. My child could be here in less than a month and I don't have any money. Hell I don't have money for food right now. I feel ashamed. My husband get to a new unit and we're in financial crisis. It doesn't make him look that great. He sergeant keeps asking why we're having all these money related issues. Well for one no one will give us back the few thousand we spent driving across the country. Then when we were traveling I had to spend an extra $500 because my brakes went out. If I hadn't had to do that I would have had extra money. My bills this month were way to high because I screwed up last month. The credit cards were doubled because I forgot to pay them. Thanks to my brilliance we're in the whole. By 11 a.m. yesterday I had $75 in my account....well actually it was $65 because my husband had stopped at the shoppette without me knowing it. This baby is going to come and we'll have nothing. At this point the only thing that would make me feel better is food in my fridge.