had my tubile ligation too early.

Hi, iam danielle 25 have three children with a very loving man, he is 36 this summer. Up until this last year money was hard to come by and now that I have a career and make good money life is going better for us. When I was only 23 I had my last daughter emma(beautiful baby girl) four weeks early. My husband and I couldn't see an end to our money problems and birth control wasn't a choice we had concieved two of our three daughters when I was on birth control, so trying to do the right thing by our four chikdren(his son age ten now) we decided to get a tubal ligation. Just a few weeks after I knew it was a mistake, my mood swings started, nightmares and other various problematic things arose just making my life worse than before. Now that things have improved 95 percent, we are trying to find out how to get my tubal reversed, searching for a less expensive was than IVF. We want possibly three more children, but now we feel hopeless as what to do?????? I feel very badly about my decision I feel like it was very much influenced by my male hateing doctor, she thought I was too young to have children married or not. Now we are living a nightmare of what to do, it makes me cry why did I do this to myself I knew I wanted more children one day. Maybe this will make some one think twice about tubal surgery or at least let others in a situation like my now they are not alone.