rescheduled

I forgot to update this blog.... oops. Ok my Dad got sick was put it in the hospital,so I had to reschedule my appointment for the 22nd at 3:30. I am just trying to stay busy and keep my mind off of all the what if's. What if he says no it's not possible,how will I deal with it. What if he says yes,will it be successful? So see why I need to just NOT think about it LOL! Whatever is meant to happen will happen. I just have to learn to accept it either way.

I will update this again after my appointment.