Hormones

I hate not being able to control my emotions. I keep telling myself, its not me its the hormones, but i really am starting to wonder if i will ever be a normal person again who reacts normally to normal situations and doesnt cry every night at dinner. I dont know what it is about dinner, but there are weeks were every night, i cry at dinner. There are the times when im crying about something dumb, and i know its dumb. there are times when i dont want to be crying, and im just sitting there physically not being able to control my eyes. Then there are the times like tonight where i have no idea why im crying. im sad, i know im sad but i have no idea why. it started when i suddenly felt that no one understood me at all, and then it snowballed from there! ahhh why cant i control my emotions!!!!