Hi all.
This cycle looked very promising for O. My fertility signs, even my temps are suggesting O or impending O and correlates with the Fertility Friend calendar (which says I should O tomorrow). BUT, I have been checking my cervix and I thought I found it yesterday, but everything was just so soft that I was uncertain. Today, I am positive I found it, but my heart fell when I did because it was pretty firm. Yesterday I could have sworn it was extremely soft, and both times I've checked it, I could feel a little pimple to the left (like a small zit, it stuck out and not in). Well, I guess that tells me that I found my cervix both times I checked, but how could it be so soft yesterday and so firm today?? I had egg white CM both times I checked, very good ewcm. The reason I don't believe that I ovulated between the times is that I've been OPKing religiously. I OPK'd four times yesterday, and my line got wider and darker, but never dark enough to be a positive. Now, it seems that the line is fading more. Oh, and both times that I checked the cervix, there was no way of finding an opening that I could tell. Well, at least I know where the cervix is now. It was High, wet, soft yesterday and High, wet, slippery firm today. My temp dipped the day before yesterday, rose a bit yesterday and rose more today. I guess only time will tell. Does anyone have issues finding if the cervix is open?? And, what about that pimple, is that some common thing, too? OH, I want this so bad. I think I am going to look into adoption so I can be a bit less stressed about it.
At least I got a lot of BD in
